i painted a sunset inside of my eyelids

i may not be..

2007-04-02T03:51:49Z

but i just feel so alone in the middle of all of this right now.

HipHop is dEd.

2007-02-12T05:49:15Z

well i haven't been writing anything, really..or talking so uh i don't know what's going to end up in this entry! we'll see. i am not anywhere close to where i want to be. i have three months until i graduate and have yet to finish my senior project. i just want to get it done so i can get SOME pressure off my shoulders. besides school i don't do too much anymore. my family has been going through some really hard times. brother went away for about two weeks last month getting into God knows what trouble. i've never been so hurt by a member of my family as i was then. it's like you'd give this person the world if they wanted(... and it's not like falling in love with a guy---your own blood.)and they can't see how much pain they are causing. ya know if you can't trust your own brother and he can't be an active part of you and your family's life because of his flaws-- WHO CAN YOU TRUST? ehh this whole situation had me really shaken up.

anna nicole died.

valentines day/feb20 is around the corner. whatever. it's not that i care about having a fucking valentine or not because i don't.
uhhhh whatever blah blahblahyou're so shitty

i just want to start makin some cheddddaa
my family to have a good year
and to walk across that stage in may.

there are so many things still on my mind ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

bring it back to da bottom of da map

2006-12-09T19:56:21Z

hey chris cole are you the only person who writes in your livejournal anymore?

i don't care if this looks pathetic it's the TRUTH.

2006-10-16T00:09:50Z

whenever things went wrong i would write and they would get better. somehow i don't think this journal entry will change any of the wrong things in my life right now. it's funny how life can be so great and ...TERRIBLE at the same time. so me and my brother just got into fight. mainly because i'm an ungreatful bitch. it's true... lately i act like i don't care about or love anyone and i've just been so mean. so we got in this fight and i ended up telling him i didn't love, i hated how he hung out with tyler all the time, and that i wanted him i wanted him to die--- all this fucked up shit right.... and he started crying and just said "i fucking love you laura". and told me that he was sorry that we hurt eachother, and it hurts him that i never tell him why i'm so upset.. and he didn't want me to grow up to be like him and fuck up with drugs like he has in the past. well i live in st. charles parish and i'm pretty sure everyone knows all of my business on that matter anyway. yeah i've done a lot but it just isn't worth it anymore. and YES pot is excluded from this list. i mean seriously all i have done is turn into a mean, vindictive person when it comes to my ass getting into any kind of trouble with that shit. i do hurtful things to people that i otherwise would never do. which comes to the next subject- jordan stephany. this was the first person i ever loved and cared for more than anyone on the planet and feelings were actually reciprocated. drugs and me being "secretive" about them fucked that up. God i hate talking about him or seeing him with other girls...BECAUSE IT FUCKING HURTS!!! it's the worst feeling to lose the love of someone very special. no it wasn't just my fault but i do take more of the blame. reason:1 part guilty conscience and 1 part him making me feel like everything is my fault. ya kinda end up feeling like a douchebag still being in "love" with someone whose not there-- but hey that's how i feel. and he knows it. that hurts too.. enough about that i'm sure everyone hears enough of it anyway. ---so for the sake of those who DO actually love me no matter what this is the last time i'm trying to change all this shit and if i don't do it that means i've failed something else --- and i won't take that from myself anymore. speaking of failingg--- i am making reallllyyy good greades this year that. i'm 'proud' of myself. ha that's a first. anyway junior year was great, summer was great, pretty much everything has been great. weeeeeellll..maybe 50/50 according to the above. anyway i do feel a little better now and i think i'm gonna go give chris a big hug. everyone who reads this: CHERISH the people who mean the most to you-- and make sure they know you do because when it comes down to it all you have in life are those people. not your car or how popular you might be, or how much money you may have. you are NOTHING without ya PEEPS! ha yeah goooddnight.

oh yeah, this was what i did....

2006-02-22T05:51:38Z

and_i_wakeup @ 2006-02-19T21:12:00

2006-02-20T03:15:54Z

just really happy

stupid

2006-01-10T05:22:23Z

stupid

and_i_wakeup @ 2005-12-18T23:46:00

2005-12-19T06:57:33Z

so, maybe it's time for a real update.
i slept all day so i'm sure i'll be up all night.
i totalled my car last friday on the 9th. hopefully i will remember to post some pictures because it is something i can't forget. when it comes down to it i could probobly care less about not having that car anymore (even though it was the best first car i could get and i will probobly get some hoopty now) but i am so THANKFUL that me and marlena are okay. i seriously don't know what i would do if i had been responsible for taking my best friend's life. what happened was-- we were on our way to laplace from my house to meet bran for her birthday. on the interstate in a rush no glasses on, phone ringing, blah blah... went to get off at the norco exit to get on airline. hit my breaks too hard, started fishtailing... hit one side of the ramp, then the other side, then back to the other, flipped over and skidded down the ramp. i didn't see my life flash before my eyes but everything was going through my head. i thought about my parents, responsibility, trust, marlena, friends, tyler, i thought about what i a fuck up i was, i thought i went over into the swamp, i thought about just lying there still until i woke up and everything was okay and how i would just have a scratch on my car. i can't really explain everything that was going through my head because it was all much more complex than it seems. it is a scary thing knowing you are on the edge of losing your life. since then i have been trying to find out why i am living for. i appriciate everyone's thoughts and prayers. love love loveeee you all! and tyler,megh,blaine,masey... i love ya'll! and thanks for coming.. even though i was okay it meant so much to me.
i know i do some pretty stupid things but i guess it's just all a part of growing up.
tyler and i aren't together anymore for various reasons but of course i still love him.
um i just don't know? sometimes i just want to go away and be a whole differant person than i am being. obviously, that can't happen so i am trying harder to get things straight. i'm not working at gadzooks anymore... which was a stupid idea. i miss it so much but yeah i just can't handle that right now.
i really wish i would have a deeper religion though like i once had. btw: the rosary i kept in my car blessed by the pope that ian robert gave me..i really think it saved me. anyway-- i would love to start going back to church and praying more. i'm not sure about having every single roman catholic belief because i think your relationship with God is a very sacred, intimate, and personal thing. realizing the good things in my life now-- i do believe i will start being more involved in them.
i don't know what else to write right now because i want to study but if i think of anything else i need to get off my chest i will do so!

C-YA

2005-12-01T17:24:58Z

so i think i will find another hole to crawl into and die again.

i've got the bounce like hydrolics

2005-11-22T09:27:15Z

in collinsville right now. it is good. wholesome here.
staying with abbie. love her a lot. and her ma. and i love her brother that i always said i was going to marry when i grew up. i love his twins. they get cuter everytime i see them.
just me and mom came up. i love her a lot too.
have to go see all the family tomorrow. kind of excited actually. i've missed them a lot. i also need to go see my grandma. mom hasn't said anything about going to see her. i think she is trying to forget about losing her. BUT since we don't come up here as often anymore i would like mom to put some of our flowers on her grave. plus.. this might just be a feeling i have-- but i havent been around her in over a year and a half and i think just being where i know she is for sure would make me feel better. i think i will talk to my mom first thing in the morning about going. or i might go first? i don't know.. i'm ramblingg...
thanksgiving is in two days and i am thankful for my parents. this could be the first thanksgiving in my life where i have said that and actually meant it. oh sense that maturity level rising..
i need to get more christmas money. i am actually in a giving mood. christmas list? ..better give it to me now.
i need to get friends? i think? i have them, i've just lost them for a little bit? i don't know? not lonely but i feel alone? yaknowhamean? discluded kind of sometimes? a jealousy issue as well?.. quite possibly. most probobly.
i've been getting sad sometimes lately but i just brush my shoulders off i guess.
i am pretty okay. nothing to complain about really except for the whole feeling left out thing.
jillians birthday was yesterday. whaaa!
i love tyler a lot now a days.
i wait for winter all year just to find myself waiting on spring again.

um just a little update

2005-11-01T04:44:15Z

the weekend before homecoming in BR was aweshomee..got a dress for homecoming. not the one i wanted but it was straight..
homecoming the next weekend ate at christianos and um had a nice time.
friday was chill.
saturday was byrds. i had a bunch of fun and crap.
okay now-
for the past couple days i have felt really sad which is VERRRYY rare now a days. i just want to lay down in my bed all day and drink hot tea and write. it is so freaking weird mannn...
back at work making some moo-la which makes me happy. it is like all new anti-social people that work there now. except for amanda morretinni. HOLLA. thank God. and jenn.. and sarah.. but that's really only the people i like at work now. but whatever.
i love tyler so much. it really is funny how things work out. but honestly, in terms of happiness, he has made me happier than any other person ever has. i never thought i would say that about anyone but i just did. he's got me heels over head.
my brother is living off of st. charles. good for him.
my dad is offshore
my mom is here doing real estate shit
i don't know.
everything has been pretty great with the exception of the shitty mood i have been in for the past couple days.
i am kind of tired
nightttt!

so0o0o0o scared

2005-10-09T09:04:04Z

BlAcKROSES7170: hey laura wanna cyber
yousexxyfishie: yea im so horny rit now
BlAcKROSES7170: ohhh you look good in that white hoodrat beater
yousexxyfishie: wtf howd u know dat
BlAcKROSES7170: i'm watching you
BlAcKROSES7170: im in the plum treez
yousexxyfishie: ok hu is dis tell me now im scared
BlAcKROSES7170: dis tino
yousexxyfishie: OMG STOP RIGHT NOW!!!!
BlAcKROSES7170: dis MEOW MEOW
BlAcKROSES7170: rawwwwwllllllllllllllllllll
yousexxyfishie: omgomgOMGomgoMGOMGOMGOMGOMG PLZ STOP I AM So0o0o0o SKARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BlAcKROSES7170: i like those crackers you're eating
yousexxyfishie: STOP TALKIN 2 MEH R I WILL WARN YEW
BlAcKROSES7170: warn me....nigga plz
BlAcKROSES7170: i got my bff rodney that'll stab a hoe
yousexxyfishie: FUCKOFFORIWILLFUCKINGSTABYOU37TIMESINYOURFUCKINGREPRODUCTIVEORGANS
BlAcKROSES7170: GOODNITEz
BlAcKROSES7170: sleep tight
yousexxyfishie: hehe u 2
BlAcKROSES7170: i will...in b/w those thighs
BlAcKROSES7170: ill rape your ass
yousexxyfishie: omggggggg
yousexxyfishie: omgomgomgomg
yousexxyfishie: i cant breathe
yousexxyfishie: plz just stop just make it stop
BlAcKROSES7170: ill make it stop when i stab you like i did LISA SANCHEZ

fag

2005-10-09T08:43:41Z

Layknee2: BlAcKROSES: hey baby wanna cyber??

CuTiEpIe22: yea im so horny rit now

BlAcKROSES: dam i luv dat red lace bra

CuTiEpIe22: wtf howd u know dat

BlAcKROSES: lisa, u kno im watchin u

CuTiEpIe22: ok hu is dis tell me now im scared

BlAcKROSES: just turn around and ull see me baby gurl

CuTiEpIe22: OMG STOP RIGHT NOW!!!!

BlAcKROSES has signed off at 11:37 PM

Lisa was scared for her life, and curious as she was, she spun around immediately. Nothing was there. Her parents wouldnt be home from dinner for a couple hours, so she decided to get in bed and just try to forget about it. She grabbed the baseball bat next to her closet, and walked to her bed. She got in bed and turned off the lights.

she got scared,so decided to move to her parents big bed. The lights were off, but she could see the bed so she just climbed in and closed her eyes, taking deep breaths.

when she was finally relaxed, she felt some eerie breaths on the back of her neck. she froze completely.

"hey cutie pie" a voice whispered.

that night, at 11:52 Lisa Sanchez was violently raped and murdered in her parents bed. the murderer was never located.

REPOST THIS IN 5 MINUTES WITH THE HEADLINE "I WANNA MAKEOUT WITH..." or expect an instant message from BlAcKROSES tonight at 11:37. Go ahead and google it if you wanna know more details.

a lot of change

2005-09-27T20:22:44Z

it just hit me about 3 minutes ago that so many of my friends are starting new lives and some i will never see again. i can't even describe how i feel right now-- an hour ago i was normal but i feel like i am in shock or something. these people i have been with, told my secrets to, loved, cried with, LAUGHED with, partied with, spent everyday for two years with are just GONE. as simple as that. i have to admit life is going really well for me right now.. i like my new school, love my new friends, great boyfriend, etc... but realizing this has made me feel very lonely among other things. i don't know... time is change i guess.

and_i_wakeup @ 2005-09-03T13:39:00

2005-09-03T18:42:15Z

ll chunk ll: wow it seems like we're stray cats we're just roaming across country
yousexxyfishie: ughh tmik Qt:-\

i miss that sly cat alreadyyy..

hurricane katrina

2005-08-31T22:10:05Z

my house is okay..
i hope everyone is okay too!
i miss marlena so much!
i miss my boyfriend.
this fucks up everything-- but i'm not going to complain about it.
me and brother are going to BR in a little while.. we're at my grandma's house right now up by natchez. cell phones aren't that useful but if you can get my voicemail leave me a message.
chapelle, BM, rummel, EJ, & others.. i've been prayin' for ya'll! love you

and_i_wakeup @ 2005-08-18T20:00:00

2005-08-19T01:23:30Z

i don't know why... but i am so increadibly happy.
school is fine but i do miss the chapelle girls so very much. i would like to go visit one day soon.. yeah i think i will do that.

i've just been real chill lately.
everyone is leaving.. i am sure i will be up in br a lot more visiting.
mark left for lsu today... i will miss him. he was real cool to chill with and shit.. but his birthday is coming up so we will probobly be throwing it down like bad bitches..

i know a kutie.and i can't stop smiling. shit wtf is wrong with laura?!

i had more to say i think... but that's all i want to.
i have something to do.
later.

VERY IMPORTANT

2005-08-03T05:55:21Z

HEY TODAY/NIGHT ON THE THIRD OF AUGUST DOES ANYONE WANT TO GET REAL CRUNK WITH ME?????????????? BECAUSE YEAH I NEED IT IN MY SYSTAAAAAM.

GUESS THIS SONG? AHHHH LOLZ GOOOD 1.

2005-07-21T06:07:08Z

We are Siameeiz if you pleeiz
We are Siameeiz if you don't please
We are former residents of Siam
There are no finer cats than we am
We are Siamese with very dainty claws
Please observing paws containing dainty claws
Now we lookin' over our new domicile
If we like we stay for maybe quite a while

fun fact.

2005-07-18T08:41:23Z

i was going to update my livejournal about two hours ago until i realized i didn't know what i was going to say.
well, i have now figured out what i was going to say.
i run away too much. i run away from good things too fast before i have time to think. not really speaking of anything in particular, but looking back on the past few months/my whole life, i noticed that is just what i do. this makes me feel like a very scared, blind, PLAIN person. i am not sure why but the word "plain" just comes to mind. maybe the next time an opportunity comes along i will change this problem.

BTW: i have a bunch of summer pictures. maybe i will put them up sometime or something.

big long survey thing. not really important

2005-06-30T01:58:12Z

me and jillian plus our moms went out to eat hibachi the other day. we have pretty much been hanging out ever since. i missed that. soo that's good. been with chunk too. geeeeze i love that kid. i've been in an okay mood but i have been having A LOT of headaches. which is weird because i don't get headaches. today i went to oschner. i was sitting in the waiting room waiting for my doctor to come get me and i saw one of my other doctors. i just stared at her for a while. she is in her late 70s. all i could see was my grandma. the accent- the way she spoke- her glasses- the way she carries herself-everything! and my grandma used to be a doctor too so i don't know... i just wanted to cry. it was a weird, lonely, vulnerable feeling. i am still thinking about it. anyway...

Work=not bad.

Love Life=who knows?

Capri Sun=cool.

i like going out pawteeeing with fun people.

First Name: Laura
Last Name: Scott
Nickname(s): Bently, Co, La, LCeezy.
Gender: female
Birthday: May 24
Age: 16
Place of Birth: Belleville, Illinois
Hair Color: Brown
Eye Color: Hazel
Race: white
Nationality: Italian.
Do you have braces: No
Is your hair long or short: Short now
Languages Spoken: English and little Italian.
Current Location: Hahnville
Zodiac Sign: Gemini
Siblings: 1
Do you wear glasses or contacts: Glasses--not as often as i should.
Bad Habit: Overreacting
Piercings you have: Ears
Piercings you want: Another on my left ear and maybe lip-- but everyone has that now so probobly not.
Tattoos you have: None
Tattoos you want: A small star on the inside of my wrist
Today's Date: june 29th
The time: 6:58
Ready for a bunch more questions: whatever.
Family
Mother's Name: Debra
Father's Name: L.B.
Step-Parent's Names: n/a
Brother(s) Name(s): Christopher
Sister(s) Name(s): n/a
Favorite Aunt: I don't have a favorite Aunt. but if i had to choose it would be my mom's Aunt Vickie.
Favorite Uncle: Uncle Dominic or Charles.
Favorite Grandparents: Dominica and Edna. (mom and dad's moms)
Worst Relative: Aunt Melissa/Christopher
Best Relative: Mindy/Christopher.
Do you get along with your parents: yes and no. shit happens.
Pets
Do you have any pets: Yes
What are their names: Tino and Meow Meow
What kind of animals are they: DAWG&KAT
School
Are you still in high school: Yes
If so, what school: Starting at Hahnville next year
Future School(s): St. Louis University, University of New Orleans
Did you ever drop out: No
Current GPA, or last GPA you got: 2.-- something. i don't remember. "Fing" bio.
Favorite Grade: 10
Least Favorite Grade: 9
Favorite Subject: Science/Phys Ed/History
Least Favorite Subject: Math
Do/Did you buy lunch or bring it: Rarely ate lunch but bought it.
Play any sports on the school's team: Cross Country. Should have done softballlll :-/
Do/Did you do any extracurricular activities: Student Council, Kalediscope.
Are/Were you popular: I don't know. I don't care. Many people know me.
Favorite Dance: WINTER FORMAL... HO'tarrrds '04
Favorite Memory: I have many. Mostly Independant Study with Leigh.
Least Favorite Dance: Noneeeee.
Least Favorite Memory: I have many.
Most Humiliating Moment: I don't really get humiliated. I usually just laugh things off. But it was pretty embarassing/funny when Romero would find me sitting in class with the pinata on my desk and everyone thought i was some weird girl or something. where would they get that?! haha
Favorites
Number: 7
Clothing Brand: Anything nice. I like Express, Forever/Gadzooks 21, and The Goodwill.
Shoes: Any heel/ Cool running shoes/ anything really different
Thing: Cell phoneee
TV Show: Don't really watch TV.
Sport: Baseball/Softball. FOOOTball.
Vegetable: Tomato
Fruit: Peach
Movie: Don't have a favorite.
Magazine: I am subscribed to Teen Vogue and The Rolling Stone. I like those a lot.
Bubbely Shakers: OH THOSE. delish. Whatever flavor is good.
Gum: Trident Cool Rush
Fish: CLOWNFISH STEPHANIE, CLOWNFISH. haha just kiddding. um the red snapper?
Candy: Gummybears
Ice Cream Flavor: Chocolate and Pistachio
Color: Red
Season: Spring and Fall
Holiday: July 4th
Scent: Very Sexy and Love Spell
Singer: Josh Groban.
Group: I like the ying yang twinz, spill canvas, brand new, incubus, 311
Type of Music: ghettogangsta rap, classical, regaee, screamo/emo/indie/rock/classic rock/post pop all kinds of shit you wouldn't think i would like.
Cereal: Kix
Thing in your room: Clothes/ Pictures
Place to be: On the water.
Sub: ?
Junk Food: Gardettos
Overall Food: Sushi or Chicken and gravy with mashed potatoes and peas.
Store: World Market.
Shoe Brand: Anything from Shoenami.
Fast Food: Canes, Wendys, and "Tizzle Bizzle"
Restaurant: Sake Cafe or Shogun Hibachi, Emeralds, Hustons
Shape: Circles and Hearts
Time of Day: Morning and Night. Noon is nice too.
Pizza Topping: Ham and Pinapple, Ham and Olive, Everything.
Way of getting caffeinated: Coffee
Boys Name: Kyle or Adam
Girls Name: Elise or Beth
Mall: Any, really. Mall of LA is nice.
Thing to do when you visit your "homeland": Anything appeals to me in St. Louis
Board Game: MONOPOLY./ PHONE DATE. hehehe
Card Game: Drinking game thingy.
Car: '65 mustang/ 05 Mazda RX
Music Video: any.
Swear Word: FUCK.
Musical: Hairspray!
Month: September and July
Cartoon Character: Piglet.
Radio Station: 106.7/ 99.5/ 104.1
Song: Too many, but maybe overall Here in My Room I don't know there's just something about that song that is sooo.. sensual?
Letter: F
Rock or Rap: Rock
Rock or Pop: Rock
Rock or R&B: Both
Rap or R&B: R&B
Rap or Pop: Rap
Rap or Metal: Rap
Pop or Metal: Pop
R&B or Metal: R&B
Linkin Park or Limp Bizkit: haha seriously?
Tool or Korn: Tool
Selena or Jennifer Lopez: Jenny from the block.
Love or Lust: n/a
Winter or Summer: Winter
Spring or Fall: ohh my faves. BOTH!
Shakira or Britney: Bwitney
Garbage or No Doubt: No Doubt
Friends or Seinfeld: Friends
Diamond or Pearl: Diamond. then Pearl
Being HOT or COLD: i like being in between
Buffy or Angel: no.
Dawson's Creek or Gilmore Girls: Gilmore Girls
Football or Basketball: FOOTBALL
Summer Olympics or Winter Olympics: Summer.
Skiing or Snowboarding: Skiing
Bath or Shower, Morning or Night: I usually do them both at the same time.
Orange or Red: Red
Yellow or Green: Yellow
Purple or Pink: Pink
Abercombie or Hollister: Abercrombie
Hot Topic or Pac Sun: Hot Topic
Inside or Outside: Outside
Weed or Alcohol: Alcohol
Cell Phone or Pager: cell phone
Pen or Pencil: Pen
Powerpuff Girls or Charlie's Angels: charlie's angels
Scooby Doo or Dino: Dino
Old School Pink Ranger or Old School Yellow Ranger: Pink
Lizzie McGuire or That's So Raven: YA NASSSTYYYY~
Tattoos or Piercing: both. but the tattoo has to be art. it can't be something stupid and meaningless
Pink or Red: Red
Peck on the lips or frenching: I like all kisses.
Private life
Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: No
Do you have a crush: hmm
Do you love anything right now: I always love things.
Have you ever been in love: Yes i've been in "love"
Number of girls/boys you've kissed: Too many haha. ohhh shit alcohol, alcohol...
Number of girlfriends/boyfriends you've had: Three "real" boyfriends
How many hearts have you broken: I wouldn't know
How many people broke your heart: One
Best quote to sum up love: I look around at what I got And without you, it ain't a lot but I got every, with you, everything
So what is your gf/bf/crush like: ...
First thing you notice about the opposite sex: Laugh and teeth.
Best weight for the opposite sex: It doesn't really matter. It is important for you to care about your body though. but if they are comfortable with themselves then i am too.
Best first date location: Somewhere special or different.
Best first kiss location: I don't think it matters.
Do you go by looks or personality: You get to know someone by their personality, grow to love it, then you pick out the cute things about them.
Ever kiss a friend: Yes.
Are you still friends: Yes.
Do you smoke: Sometimes
Do you smoke weed: Have
Ever trip on acid: No,
How about a little: Still no.
Crack, Heroin, Anything Else: Never.
If you could change your apprearance, how could you?: My second toe would be shorter. Everything else that I don't like I can fix by myself
Can ex's be friends: Yes.
Internal Conflicts: Not necessicarily
How many pillows do you sleep with: Three
Are you a virgin: No
If no, when was the last time you got some: A long time ago.
Bungee Jump: I would.
Sky Dive: I would if i knew for sure i wasn't going to shit on myself.
Swim with Dolphins: Yes.
Scuba Dive: Already have.
Eat poo for $1,000,000: Probobly not.
Turn your back on your friends for personal gain: Not that kind of person.
Kill Yourself: No
Race around your neighborhood: Ok.
Drink pee: No, but i have seen it happen.
Lie for personal gain: Depends on what kind of personal gain.
Lie to your parents: Yes but i don't always feel right doing it.
Walk up to a stranger and kiss them: No.
Be an exotic dancer: If i had an exotic dancer body and didn't have too much money.
Walk out of a restuarant without paying: Depends on the situation.
Streak: GOLF COURSE! hahahahaaa
People You Know
Best Friend(s): I have many close friends.
Known Longest: Abbie
Who drives you insane after a while: Marlena
Can be superman: TYLER THIGPEN? haha i don't know it just came to mind..
Can play the guitar by ear: My pop or BTeezy(Rodney)
Can play the piano by ear: Amanda M or Lisa, maybe?
Slowest: Amanda Loup
Prettiest: Eliza/Kendall/Meghan
Craziest: Jillian and Meg Keegan.
Loudest: Every Chapelle girl
Shyest: Not sure.
Best Hair: LAINIE. hahahaha just kidding DEF*!!. i looove Stephy's hairr! and Vanessa's
Can always make you laugh: Meghan, Blaine, CHUNKKKK!
Best Eyes: Jeffery
Most Germaphobic: katie?
Most Athletic: Abbie.. olee soccer ass.
Sex Symbol: Travis Weathers?
Hot Tempered: Not sure.
Most Impatient: Meghan
Shortest: Claire Pellerin
Tallest: Brandon Campo... HANDS DOWN
Talented: Brittany Bizzle
Best Singer: Brittany Schneller
Skinniest: Eliza
Nicest: Ian
Best Personality: Too many.
Online the most: Me and Chelsey
Have You Ever
Told the person you liked how you felt: Yes, alll the time.
Been to Michigan: No.
Gotten really REALLY wasted: Too many times to count.
Gone to jail or juvi: SHITTT
Skateboard: Tried... sucked.
Skinny Dipped: Yes.
Stolen Anything: Yes
Fallen asleep in the movie theater: No
Went to go shopping, only to find you had no money on you: Yes. ... like i ever have money anyway
Pegged someone in the head with a snowball: Yesss
Cook (well): Always, I'm Italian.
Failed a class: Yes
Gone on vacation without adult supervision: Depends on what you call a vacation.
Been to a concert: Yes.
Been to another country: No unless you consider Hawaii another country since it's not on the mainland.
Talked back to an adult: Yes
Got pulled over: hahaha yesss! ...(WHIP ITTTT! into shapeee--goooood TYMZ)
Got in a car accident: No
Burned a CD: Yes
Given money to a homeless person: Sure have
Lost Money: Yes
Cried to get out of trouble: All the time
Kissed a friend's brother or sister: Yes
Kissed a brother or sister's friend: No
Dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways?: A couple times
Opinions
What do you think...
About pop music?: Not my type but if you can dance to it and it's catchy sure.
About boy bands: No.
About flag burning: What are you accomplishing?
Of the war on terrorists: no comment
About suicide: It wouldn't be one of your smartest ideas.
About people who try to force their opinions on you: Voice it, I don't care.
About abortion: Depends on the situation
About racism: Growing up today, many of us joke about it. But i totally disagree.
Where do you think you'll be in 10 years: Not sure. Somewhere being happy i hope.
Who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: Abbie ..always.
What Did You Do
Your last birthday: Had exams but got a whole bunch of weird shit and pretty cards. I forgot what else but i got crazy with it that weekend.
Yesterday: Work, chilled with Chunk and Francie, went to Blaines, was going to MetRY but got a real bad headache
Last Weekend: Bourbon crunkCRUNKcrunk!!!
Christmas: Yeah.
Thanksgiving: Went to my Grandmaw's in Ferriday
New Year's: Went to Murphy's with Danielle... Then Jordans.. then i can't remember what else
Easter: Familyyyy
Valentine's Day: Me, Mycah, and Meghan went to Hooters.
When Waking Up: Brushed my teeth.
Last
Kiss (ever): a few days ago.
Kiss (with significant other): psh.
Screen Name: yousexxyfishie--soooo 7th grade
Self-Purchased Album: Gavin DeGraw. I just felt like it okay.
Enemy/Bully/Hate/Dislike: I don't hate anyone. But i do dislike this girl i work with who thinks she is Queen Gadzooks or some shit like that.
Big Trip: Can't think of it. Probobly St. Louis
Sport You Played: CC.
Word: deception.
Toy: I don't have any toys.
Right now
What are you eating: nothing
What are you drinking: nothing
What are you wearing: Wife Beataaaaa ( of course ) green capris silver/sequin gypsey shoes and silver hoops
Any shoes on: Yes
Hair: Pony tail
Listening: Katy Rose- Because I Can
Talking to anyone: No
Sleepy Yet: I have been for three days
Just Answer It
Are you a vegetarian: No
Do you like cows: Yes
Are you artistic: Yes
Do you write poetry: Pleanty
Are you a fast runner: I am okay.
Can you ski: I am okay.
Are you British: No.
Do you want to spear Britney: She is pregnant. I don't think she needs to be speared.
Do the voices talk to you: No.
Did you ever give Barbie a haircut: Pleanty
Would you eat Mac & Cheese with hot dogs in it: Yes
Do you think Disney creators were on acid when they made Alice in Wonderland: Could very well have been.
Are you straight: Yes.
Are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: No.
Are you skinny: I have pleanty of curves.
Are you short: No
Are you tall: Average- 5'5
Do you own a hot pink shirt: Yes
How about orange pants: No
Can you see the flying monkeys: No
Are you evil: No. hehehee maybeee
Are you secretly from another planet: Right.
Do you feel the word "persons" contributes to or detracts from the english language: Detracts
Are you a teenage zombie: Let me tell you.
Do you dream at night: Sometimes.
Do you associate crying with pain: I associate it with many things.
Do you look for love for forever or for now: Now THEN Forever
The Last
Car you rode in: Mine
Website you visited: Google Images of courrrsee lol
Show you watched: I don't watch TV really
Show you taped: We have Tivo.
Movie Rented: Open Water. It was sooo stupid.
Movie Seen: Don't remember
Song you heard: Happy Day Mama- bte
Time you sang out loud: Now
Thing you downloaded onto your computer: Nothing
Person you talked to: Jillian just came over.
Person you kissed:
Person you "did": _
Person you cried to: My mom
Person you called: My brother
Person who called you: My brother
Person you talked to on the phone for more than an hour: Nick
For or Against
Long distance relationships: Depends on the distance. Usually against
Using Someone: Against
Killing People: Against
Smoking: Whatever
Driving Drunk: Against
Gay/Lesbian relationships: For.
If I Were A(n)..
Month I would be: October
Day of the week I would be: Friday night and a Saturday morning
Time of day I would be: anytime through 12am and 9 am
Planet I would be: Uranus.
Sea Animal I would be: Something weird.
Direction I would be: East
Piece of furniture I would be: Bed
Liquid I would be: Vodka or PEPE. or gatorade.
Stone I would be: Ruby or Saphire
Tree I would be: Japanese Plum Tree (OC)
Bird I would be: Blue Jay
Flower I would be: ORCHID .. i love orchids or a Lily
Kind of weather I would be: Your favorite type
Musical instrument I would be: Guitar
Animal I would be: P KAT. or a Komodo Dragon
Color, I would be: Red
Emotion, I would be: Lively
Fruit, I would be: Watermelon
Sound, I would be: A symphony
Element, I would be: Water
Book, I would be written by: Never really thought about that.
Food, I would be: Cheesecake
Material, I would be: Cotton or Silk
Taste I would be: bittersweet
Word, I would be: simmer
Object, I would be: Jewlery
Body part I would be: Boobs
Facial expression I would be: Confused...then giggley
Celebrity I would be: Lindsay Lohan. shut up
Your best physical feature: Eyes and Boobs
Are you a pack rat: No
Purse essentials: Camera, makeup, perfume, pens
Heavy or light drinker: Heavy
Ever said "LOL" in real life without thinking about it: I thought about it
Are you superstitious: No
Is your room messy: I just cleaned it.
What do you smell like: Lancome Miricle.
Are you organized: Now that i take concerta
Are you ticklish: Sort of.
Have you always known what you were going to be?: No
Classes being taken: It is summer
You know I'm around when you hear: Weird voices followed by giggles
How old you want to be when you're married?: mid-20s
Simple or extravagent wedding: Not sure. Something nice.
How many kids: 2-3
3 Things that scare you: Clowns, Clowns, and Clowns.
3 Things I love: Family and Friends despite the issues, Feeling of comfort, Pictures/Photography
3 Things I hate: When people stereo-type, When people act or say things before thinking, depression
3 Things I don't understand: Sometimes my feelings, Why bird shit is white, & why people intentionally do things to hurt others.
3 Things I want: All the MAC makeup in the world, to be tan, to be understood, understanding, and understand MYSELF.
3 Things that bother you: People that use you, People that lie to you, People who don't realize what they are worth
3 Things I can do: say i'm a mormon warrior, roll my tummy, laugh
3 Things I can't do: Hate someone, Trust someone completely, Be cruel
Do you have reoccuring dreams: Ughh yes.
Do you sleep with socks on: No
Do you lick your envelops or use a sponge: Lick
Do you wear hats: Sometimes
Do you care about looks: Yes
Do you read the newspaper: Yes.
Do you wish/pray for love: When i was younger.
Do you consider love a mistake: No.
Do you believe in love: Honestly, I don't know.
Do you believe in Heaven: Yes.
Do you believe in God: Very much so.
Time now: 8:45

and_i_wakeup @ 2005-06-25T11:55:00

2005-06-25T17:17:17Z

after leaving my cell phone in my car for a night i decided to check my voicemail.

lainie aucoin do you realized you left me FOUR drunk voicmails in a row within a 2 hour range? they were fucking weird too. there was this one where i guess you forgot to hang up the phone and might i say that you talk about some weird shit when you're drunk (God knows i don't act like that). then TO MY SURPRISE, the next message wasn't from you. i liked to shit on myself when i didn't hear your number repeated again. BUT i do love you. and i sorry about last night. TONIGHT! we will get CRUNK!=Crazy and Drunk at the same time. i'll bring the gin and bitches and you can just bring the juice, princess.

anywaysss nicolas left a message and he was on his way to huston. i'm pretty jealous. i wish i were going to the warped tour but i have no gas money. he makes me smile and giggle a lot and i like to hug him and smooch him.

i have to admit i am liking what he and i have going on. i am glad i am moving away from other things that i know won't really get anywhere. i don't like saying it like that but in a sense that's how it is. i am always scared of moving away from people that i really do care about but sometimes that's just how life is i guess. so i found this quote in liza's profile and i thought it fits.
"I'm holding on to something that used to be there,
hoping it will come back, but knowing it wont."

right.
so things are going well and i am growing up just fine.
i haven't really been hanging out with anyone from hahnville lately. man i love ya'll & i miss you guys a lot.
let's do something please.

and vanessa and i have decided that we are going to be close/even closer like before. we had a pretty good talk about some things last night and i am glad we can always relate to each other. geez i love her. AND her birthday is coming up. HAHAHAHHA hoeeee you are going to be surprised. like CRAZY. haha yay! i can't wait!

okay until next time you crazy livejournal,
laura colette

what a nice day.

2005-06-20T01:06:33Z

today was really laid back.
i was sick this morning, though. it was horrible. i woke up at around 6:00 and threw up like three times. it was weird i don't know why... went back to sleep after a while and some juice. then woke up again and got dressed to go to brunch at Ralph's On The Park right across from City Park for fathers day. it was so nice. mom, dad, and myself went. chris slept (of course) because he had been driving all night. i didn't mind him not being there, but i think he should have gone since it was fathers day and all. anyway-- the restaraunt was gorgeous and the food was very good. really pricey, but worth it. then me and the parents went to the park and just kinda hung out for a while. there was a big family BBQing and blaring rap music so me and my dad was just doing the harlem shake together. after that we went to buy him a new tv. it is one of those flat screen ma-jiggys. he likes it, so that's good. then we came back home and lazed around. i was glad no one argued today.

recent accomplishments:
cleaned the car inside and out.
got my job.
weight loss.
less junk food.
singing.
smiling more.

oMaHhhh dONtChA gERrRL!??? ! ! !

2005-06-19T02:20:55Z

you should have seen that hoe's face when the pussycat dolls came on..

speaking of pkats,
leigh ann i misshhh you. RAWWLL!

change for now.

2005-06-14T03:00:26Z

refer to this hoe---->katherynrachael

my tummy hurrrts, goooodnight!